Because of this and this. Which is so much more than a color. It's the composition (use of hi-contrast and negative space) The technology (i'm almost to a point where i'm ready to formally recognize the camera on my Curve 8330 as OK) and the itookthisonmyphone app for blackberry devices. It's the timeline, or rather a particular moment- that revealed something sorta familiar. But now, I feel different. Something shifted, or at least forced me into this weird posture halfway in (out) of my chair to type this. A little less afraid, a wanting, perhaps, to really get back in the game.

now i'm going to get some chinese food, not use my bluetooth headset as i ponder what to do next saturday- on my birthday